Damon Snow #1
Genres: Fantasy, M/M, Regency
Synopsis:
Damon
Snow thinks he has the world figured out. As an incubus and male prostitute,
it’s a cruel, dark, lonely place where men only want one thing. But when his
long-time patron Byrne discovers he’s dying, Byrne offers to leave his entire
fortune to him. There’s just one catch. Damon has to write about the reason why
another patron procures his services. Caught up in his patron’s impossible love
life, Damon suddenly isn’t so sure he knows the answer.
Excerpt:
Byrne dropped his hand. “The physician came
today.”
“What did he have to say?” I asked. I made a face.
“More leeches?”
I didn’t know how such learned men expected
leeches to fix dyspepsia, but I had heard enough from Byrne’s rants that
physicians were desperate to use them. And the maggots. Physicians had a fetish
for letting bugs eat their patients, apparently. Medical nonsense. It was why I
never serviced physicians, however well they paid.
“No. No leeches,” he said. “It’s too late for
that.”
“Too late?” I asked. “But you have money.” I had
known many people to die young because they could not afford even a surgeon. A
real one, who had studied in a university and not the cowherd recently arrived
from the country.
“Money doesn’t buy everything,” Byrne said. “It
didn’t buy me a family.”
“If you had been as ardent about chasing fillies
as you are colts,” I said and shrugged. He’d probably have a whole stable of
children by now.
“I don’t care much for fillies,” Byrne said.
“Who does?” I shrugged again. “But that’s how you
beget children.”
“I always thought I would have time,” he said.
“You still have time,” I said.
Byrne laughed, which turned into a harsh coughing
fit. I rubbed his back through the thin cotton of his night gown.
“Doctor Morson said I wouldn’t last a year. Maybe
two,” Byrne said.
“From dyspepsia?” I asked.
Byrne shook his head no. “It’s not dyspepsia.”
Oh. If Byrne didn’t wish to share, then I wouldn’t
enquire further. “Well, I knew a boy who got roughed up pretty bad — I mean, I
knew a boy who had been gravely injured. His — his abbot was flush enough to
summon a surgeon. The surgeon said he wouldn’t last the night.”
“But then the boy lived for fifty years and died a
happy old man surrounded by grandchildren,” Byrne finished.
“How many years do you think I have?” I asked. “He
did outlive the prognosis, though. He made it a whole week before they called
the coffin-maker.”
Byrne laughed again, as if he couldn’t help but
laugh instead of cry. Tears ran from the corner of his eyes. He pressed his
hand into his side again. “Are you trying to make me feel better or worse?”
“Better,” I said. “If he can live seven times
longer, it should be easy for you. You can do a lot in seven years.”
“Not like this,” Byrne said. His hands trembled in
his lap.
“It’s a lot of books to read,” I said. I glanced
at the god forsaken book on the ground. “Not that one.”
Byrne laughed again. When his coughing fit
rescinded, he whispered, “You must endeavour not to make me laugh, or I won’t
have a year. It would be worth it, though.”
“Well,
then what do you want to do?” I asked. The few people I had known with wasting
sicknesses had not been afforded the luxury for such a question, except for
something really simple. Apologising to their mother for the life they had
lived, for one.
“I want to read something… hopeful,” Byrne said.
“Then the newspaper is out,” I said. “Everyone’s
saying the French wars will ruin us.”
“Oh, let the French have Perceval,” Byrne said.
“I’ve had three ships go down off the coast of Africa, thanks to his moral
idiocy.”
“Yes, terrible that,” I said. “Can you believe
him? Actually thinking that men shouldn’t be owned by another? Where is the
profit? Well, besides with the former slaves, who would then get a fair wage
for their work instead of the whip.”
Byrne sniffed. He looked to the fireplace on the
other side of his bedroom. Small flames licked the blackened logs. Perhaps he
had realised just how silly it was to complain to a molly about the loss of
slave ships. Or perhaps he was just imagining keeping me in a collar, chained
to his bed to do whatever he desired. Without pay.
“May I ask you something?” Byrne asked. I
shrugged. I hoped it had nothing to do with politics. I cared little for what happened
at Westminster, unless it involved a gift of coin and me on my knees. “Are you
happy?”
I mouth opened and I almost laughed. “Halfway to
the grave,” I said, “and you still find time to mock me.”
“How does that question mock you?” Byrne asked.
His forehead furrowed, as if he actually had to think hard on my response.
“No, I am not happy,” I said. “I expect no one
really is, not at the bottom of the barrel. Although, I’m not actually at the
bottom. That place is reserved for those poor halfwits stuck in St Giles.”
“Damon’s Circles of Hell,” Byrne muttered. “How
clever.”
My Review:
4 stars
So, I didn't realize that this is not only a series, but more of a serial when I started reading it, so I just wanted to give fair warning. While the book does have a satisfying conclusion, it also has a bit of a cliffhanger ending that leads into the next book, so be warned.
Overall though, this was an interesting story for me. Part romance, part erotic, part mystery, and part suspense, and totally intriguing. I thought this was just going to be some erotic short story, but instead I got a lot more. I was drawn into the story, searching for answers and wanting to know the truth behind both Bryne and Damon. I enjoyed it more than I though I would, which is saying something.
Even though this book does bring the conflict to a close, many questions still remain. Who is Bryne, and why is he doing this? What is going to happen to Damon at the end of his lessons? Are all my crazy conspiracy theories going to come true??!! Ahem. Sorry about that.
Anyways, while I have my ideas about the answers to these questions, I will definitely be keeping my eye out for the next books in this series, as I can't wait to see where the author takes these characters and storyline. I would definitely recommend giving this book a try, you might just be pleasantly surprised.
About the Author:
Olivia
Helling doesn't believe in love at first sight... but maybe, just maybe, it
blossoms along a few books. That is, after all, how she fell in love with her
husband. Olivia writes about the darkness and flaws from within, the struggle
with self-confidence, self-perception and fear of failure, and fantasy and
historical worlds that refuse to allow love between men. So be warned: happily
ever after is not guaranteed. The protagonist and love interest don't always
end up together by the end of one book. But when they finally come together, their
love will be a thing of beauty.
My Review:
4 stars
4 stars
So, I didn't realize that this is not only a series, but more of a serial when I started reading it, so I just wanted to give fair warning. While the book does have a satisfying conclusion, it also has a bit of a cliffhanger ending that leads into the next book, so be warned.
Overall though, this was an interesting story for me. Part romance, part erotic, part mystery, and part suspense, and totally intriguing. I thought this was just going to be some erotic short story, but instead I got a lot more. I was drawn into the story, searching for answers and wanting to know the truth behind both Bryne and Damon. I enjoyed it more than I though I would, which is saying something.
Even though this book does bring the conflict to a close, many questions still remain. Who is Bryne, and why is he doing this? What is going to happen to Damon at the end of his lessons? Are all my crazy conspiracy theories going to come true??!! Ahem. Sorry about that.
Anyways, while I have my ideas about the answers to these questions, I will definitely be keeping my eye out for the next books in this series, as I can't wait to see where the author takes these characters and storyline. I would definitely recommend giving this book a try, you might just be pleasantly surprised.
About the Author:
Olivia
Helling doesn't believe in love at first sight... but maybe, just maybe, it
blossoms along a few books. That is, after all, how she fell in love with her
husband. Olivia writes about the darkness and flaws from within, the struggle
with self-confidence, self-perception and fear of failure, and fantasy and
historical worlds that refuse to allow love between men. So be warned: happily
ever after is not guaranteed. The protagonist and love interest don't always
end up together by the end of one book. But when they finally come together, their
love will be a thing of beauty.
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